You popped me into your mouth like a 'pick-me-up' pill, too taken by the candy-blush color and river-stone surface to realize I was expired before you ripped off the seal. Along the lab-coat white container ran the side effects, which included but wasn't limited to shy smiles, nervous laughter, and dilated pupils. These increased if under the influence of a fresh break up, and you were. I felt the raised scars from your ex-lovers nails and teeth beneath your clothes, and mistook it for the fleshy trophies of your liquor-induced fights, because alcohol convinced you that violence solved disrespect. As our night flew by the swelling black in yo
I heard her screams and i turned around
Realising that they could see me
Her screams could see me and they made me frown
Before they crippled my body
My body was crippled by the words she spoke
Yet she never opened her mouth
Her mouth's not to blame for the heart she broke
But her eyes are what made the shouts
Her eyes made me turn around
~Question Everything
You told me
I was November’s ambrosia
sweet on your tongue.
But now all I feel
is discord, sieging
and overthrowing
the 3,000 year old tree
inside of me.-
Centuries to grow so tall
and strong-
9 mere minutes to
fall.
You no longer smile anymore.
And I am here,
silent as stone-
the carcass of a dead...
wild thing
hoping you don't leave me
on the side of the road.
Sometimes your compliments hurt
So much more than any insult
It gives me so much hope
False hope
You once said that
I was brave
You once called me a good writer
I was smart to you
When I wasn't to myself
You made me fall for you
Your texts make my day
Your company makes my week
I wish you felt the same
I see you date
I see them make you happy
I just wish it was me
I dream of the day
The day you call me pretty
The day you say
I'm not wrong
I was right
That you were just as scared
Scared of rejection
By me
Sometimes it hurts
To think it's just my dreams
People say I can have anything
That I am close to perfection
But I don't have you
Sometimes